weightwar @ 2009-06-02T04:28:00

2009-06-02T09:59:17Z

no matter how many times i say or think otherwise - or maybe that's hope but it's hard to tell what that is anymore, i always end up right back here.

and i hope some of you are still right back here, too, because i would love to have you back in my life again.

weightwar @ 2008-12-09T19:03:00

2008-12-10T01:04:53Z

still around, still okay.
i appreciate you guys sticking around for me, please hang in there a bit more - i still try to stay caught up with y'all.

i will be back and soon!

weightwar @ 2007-09-11T00:37:00

2007-09-11T05:46:17Z

she wakes and takes her place in line and never bothers asking why the mirror sheds no light at all. the day turns into lesser days until there's only night. the light, it wouldn't help, she's too far gone. her time is up, it's five o'clock. it never stops. and she says please, and she says please, and she says please watch over me. i watch her slowly make her way down on a road she shouldn't take. she always ends where she began. the years go by, they are adding up. she clicks her heels but she's still stuck. she's giving in but won't give up. she'll never stop. and she says please, and she says please, and she says please watch over me. and she says please, and she is on her knees and she begs and she pleads. she counts the time 'til her heart breaks, just waiting for her next mistake. and she says please, and she says please, and she says please watch over me. on her knees and she begs and she pleads, she says please and she says please and she says please watch over me. she counts the time 'til her heart breaks, just waiting for her next mistake. don't give up, i know you've stopped believing. and you're down and you're begging, you're pleading. don't give up 'cause you're not too far gone.

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i've changed my mind so much i cant even trust it,

weightwar @ 2009-06-02T04:28:00

weightwar @ 2008-12-09T19:03:00

weightwar @ 2007-09-11T00:37:00